The end

This is not a fun post to type. I must though, as much as it sucks.

It seems that you can only pretend to be happy in a relationship so long before you can no longer pretend. Shit hit the fan, and I must reorganise priorities and *try* get make this work. So far I am the only willing party in this area, hopefully the other 50% of us will be willing soon.

I must leave this dear blog to focus all attentions on the home front. I don't want to leave you hanging, but maybe it will help. Who knows? I am willing to try anything.

If you pray, that is appreciated. If you don't pray just think positive thoughts. I need this to work, I want to be old and grey with him someday, playing with grandkids. He is my dream......

So through tears, I say ta ta for now.

Thanks for all the friendships, and support!!